Good Deed

Firstly, this is to celebrate that I am back in edinburgh early...ahh..my nice room n nice bed waiting for me..n not to forget the most important::::: my 21 inch screen desktop...muahahaha...

On the way back from train station,

" Against the wind...I'm going home again......"
(adapted from 25 minutes too late)

Really against the wind lo..nearly blown me off..even my 15 pds umbrella "supposed to be aerodynamically designed to tahan wind:" kenot take it...My eyes super sleepy liao..

About 10 steps from my flat, i saw dis lady terhuyung-hayang opposite the road.. a bus passed by.. eh..hilang liao...

Yee...day light see ghost meh..choi choi choi...

Ohh..she terjatuh on the floor..."aiyo ar..." (me saying aiyo, not her)

This is when my dilemma starts... I waited n see lo.. 2 apek walked pass her, din offer 2 help her also... is this UK ka? u all civilised 1 wad..help la..haiyo..

I waited n see sumore lo..great effort to cross the road u noe..with cars coming at the frequency of 100 a minute...

Flashback...
I remember learning in Pendidikan Moral last time kisah "Ahmad menolong orang tua melintas jalan..." never reeli get to practice that kind of thing in real life b4 lei....sumore I medical student oo..manatau she cardiac arrest ka..

Oookk la..go help lo... As i approached her, i start by observing her, she looks not comfortable but not in pain...I held her hands to get her onto her feet...hmm..hands are warm n well perfused..no signs of peripheral cyanosis or jaundice..

At the same time...most important:

See her hands got hold any needles onot !!!

Scared oo..sekali got some needle cucuk me ka..bo dai bo ji kena needle stick injury...
Haih, ever since i masuk clinical years, i start to realise how dangerous needles can be..now needle phobia oredi..

Oh, afterdat, got 1 lady driving mercedez stopped her car to help also...damn semangat...ini baru UK...

So my job ends there..hehe..

okie..celcbration over..back to sleep..

Kirkcaldy Week 3 Highlights

Everytime I come back from Kirkcaldy, sure got HOMEwork to do...(blogging).. I can only really blog when I'm home lo...other place hard to put all my ideas and inspirasi together..

1 week alot of things can happen lei..for mosquito mayb oredi reborn 2 lifes...

Monster Highlight of the Week...

My event graph is stg like this la..
Monday: highlights not available..no match for the day..

Tuesday: no signal

Wednesday: Lets start with wednesday.. bcos that is when i start the week...

The most eventful thing is... da da da dang...

I went for a jog.. (full stop)

Hehe..got abit more to elaborate la..sempat take afew pictures sumore.. Let me first promote my iphone abit..

There's this programe (i-trail) on iphone where u can track how fast u're running, the distance, track your location, and tell you where you have been and do an analysis for you... Superb for some1 as fit as me that goes for jogging ...(actually firrst time in 2 monster year)...

I just tot shud go see see the town la.. sun bian exercise abit..

Took some pictures with my not so clear iphone camera..

The seaview...not bad rite..at least got some fresh air when i'm jogging.. ( it was actually raining at this time la..dis picture the next day oni i took 1)

After running for a while, i came across the town area..hmm..i tot kirkcaldy very ulu 1..but not too bad la..the highstreet got all the normal highstreet shops... infact i think more than edinburgh lo..

n got:

Hehe..i wanted to go for quite long oredi, but just not that near in Edinburgh..here gottt...

Thursday...at night my friend drove us to St andrews (about 45 mins away), a town that i've not been since 1st year...

Main Mission:
haha....apparently there punya fish n chips nice... for me, fish is fish lo, chips is chips lo...

"We then had a short walk to the seaside with our dinner, sat by the shore sambil enjoy the sunset and castle view... the environment was so serene and relaxing... i could...i could see the fishes swimming cheerfully in the water which makes me cant help but to impulsively thought of releasing the fish in my hands to join them... " (hyperbola)

Too bad, I am too hungry..sory fish n chips..

Keburukan iphone: no flash..

Event of the week:

I had night ward attachment on friday.. which means I cant run back home as soon as the 3pm bell rings on friday.. With my luck, go ward also sure ntg to see 1...but... i was half lucky n half unlucky la..by 12am:

Hehe... i finally get to DELIVER a BABY!!! With my own handssss... Coolnesss... I love babiess...although so bloody n dirty with urine, blood plus some shit... but wah..to hold them in my hands, feel so different.. after i pulled out the baby, dono wad to do with it..

" rub it rub it..."

whoa..the whole process so beautiful... the baby is named Rihanna..
That night, all the midwives go:

" ela.. ella...eh..eh...under my um-berr-r- ella.."

After the graph goes up, time to go down again..as usual:
After 12am, nothing happen oredi.. on a FRIDAY night.. whole ward no patient at all.... mana mungkin...

All sit down pukul lalat... good also..i oredi check the train time..6.16am got a train back..7.01am got 1 also.. cincai any1 also can la..cos 11am got badminton.. earlier go back can zzz first..

so dilemma abit, wad time can chao lei, every1 also so bored, i go now like so khianat lidat... at 5.50, sister suggest that i can balik liao..hoho...
JUst in time..

as fast as gust, i ran to change and ran out... but being so blur, i forget turn left or turn right.. the train station oni 5 minutes away nia..but I CANT RECOGNISE THE ROAD!!!

I went left... then walk few steps, turn right again, ran for 100m..then run left again...then arghhh...which way????? argh..i actually go back n fort for about 5 times...

so frusttt..how can i not know? i go back everyweek.. i keep looking at my watch..no time liaoo..which way??? (this situation happened many times oredi... remember when i missed my flight in first year, i walk back n forth in front of the flat not sure which way to the train station... another time was in Germany.. )

This is when iphone came into rescue..use gps...

RANNNNN all the way there... buy ticket... the moment i reach the rail, the train start to move...
ARGHHH... have to wait another 45 minutes.. sumore the train station hantu pun takda...
Finally reached edinburgh safely..damn damn hungry...sumore house no food..

Hehe..as soon as I enter room, see this:

From my dear housemate's mum... just what i need!!! yummyy..thanxxxxx
I can almost kiss her dat time..haha..

Merdeka Kuih...

Since today is Malaysia's Birthday, i start to miss Malaysia abit...

Early morning wake up, feel like eating nyonya kuih..

wad kuih lei..arr..Kuih Lapis la..(a.k.a. Kau Theng Kueh - meaning nine layers dessert)
hmm..so went to get stuff from tesco lo..since the Ai Hua chinese supermarket close on sunday, cant reeli get all the fancy ingredient, so i just get whatever i can get in tesco n find the simplest recipe lo...

Make make for 2 hours b4 go help kawan indon shift flat..hehe...end up:

huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu...tak jadi!!!

inilah akibat short cut..ppl need 3 types of flour, i guna 1 type nia...since tak jadi, noneed put recipe here la..later ajaran sesat pulak..

supposed 2 be lidat 1..

nvm..nx week i try kuih talam..keke..

Making Decision?

I think its a cyclical thing that my best days are towards the end of the week. Its either bcos i reeli better experiences or because i know that WEEKEND is coming!!!

I was in theater today, hoping to perform some intimate examination on the patient when they are asleep, cos no1 will let u do it when they are awake.. But still have to get their consent before.. But how to ask worr...

"Er.. ah jim, can I poke ur ... when u sleep ar?"

or

"ehm..can..can I cucuk my finger into you when u can't feel it? "

Hard work..the ops today wasnt that exciting or lifesaving in any way, but i kinda enjoyed it. So funny cos i see my consultant dig dig dig into ppl's cervix trying to remove an IUD (a dvice put into the uterus for contraception) but the coil that holds it oredi putus...

She reg tried at first, but she couldnt remove it.. then my consultant dig n dig n dig again with all the instruments that she can find on the table. the gigi buaya, the curette, wadever she can find she cucuk in...but still kenot pull out cos kenot reeli see..

Imagine:

" Ur drinking straw fell into a packet drink..n u try 2 take it out...u use ur hand, tried with a fork, spoon, knife, scissors..the hole on the packet gets dilated and the packaging beside also out of shape..the left over frink start oozing out of the packet... "

Hehe... it seems to me like a procedure that any1 can do...Even I also feel geram wana try korek... what makes them consultant then?? cos if i korek, kenot get, reg korek..reg kenot get, her responsibilities end there..pass to consultant... but consultant have to solve it at the end of the day..the whole theater ppl waiting for her to korek the damn hook out of the uterus...

haiz, at the end, use scan and scope to help take out...

After much delay, time for my tutorial.. hmm..shud i go now? got 1 last patient..i oredi seen 4..go now shud b ok kua..

but in the end i stayed for the last patient... which is a Wise Decision...

I alwiz say:

" Dont worry about things that will not happen.."

which is very true here, cos the tutorial end up got canceled, as usual..haha

n by staying in the theater, i realize that hair can grow not only on our skin...where else do u think we can have hairs??

This fella had ovarian cyst for 2 years..din go away... end up cut open, whoa..a big lump of hair stuck there..as in REAL human hairr..in the OVARY!!!. like those that stuck in the toilet punya.. yee.. n apparently sometimes can get nails, teeth there also...

afterdat..yeai..balik kampungg!! TGIF...

I Just Want To Learn!!

Don't you just hate it when things don't go your way?

For once in 3 years,I reeli want to learn stg that I 'm interested in.. I tried to be keen just for once..

How often do you see me walking about with a book in hand?

How often do you see me turning up 10 mins early just to find out that the tutorial is canceled?

How often do you see me going to hosp at 7.50am and leave at 6pm? That's no it..I even went back again at 9pm..

How often do u see me coming in on the day I'm supposed to be sleeping at home?

Y isit that when I am keen 2 learn I'm not getting any teaching? am I expecting too much?

Y isit that on my labour ward day there is not even 1 delivery? N when I was off for 30 mins lunch a lady just came in n delivered!!! How often do you deliver in 30 mins?

Y isit that when I asked there is none, the next minute my groupmate says there's 5 rooms with deliveries?? Arghhh frust..

N when I finally get 1, she gave birth too quick, I din get to do it.. n the staffs..haiz,don't want to mention..it's hard not being in ur own comfort zone..

Argh..I'm gona go home n sleep ..

I give up.. I'm not gona b keen anymore..I get ntg out if it.. It's not healthy 2 try too hard sometimes.. Or to be someone ure not.. Back to my old self,stay at home without feeling guilty..cos I tried,reeli did..



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Testing Testing

Hmm..just got this new programme that can blog with my phone..see whether it works onot..

Can update more often oredi,although in sangkala place without Internet in room n firewalled library com..

This is when I feel the kebaikan iPhone.. Cure boredom,penyelamat jiwa..

Testing put a picture also..

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Kirk - Cal - Dy

Sori..no time 2 update..too bz enjoying edinburgh for weekend..trying to do so many things in jus 2 short days...badminton, squash, running, eat, eat, sleep, watch drama, shopping, argh..if only 2 days got 48 hours..

Haih, sunday night again..
gona go back tomoro morning oni realise din do homework (blog) yet..

Come back oni, ppl see me sure ask the same old question:

"How's Kirkcaldy??"

"Hmm..lidat lo.."

Reach nia, spend whole day trying 2 get accomodation, cos the accom office ppl din pick up fone..
My group mate call nia, terus dapat..haih..sure they think i weirdo, dono how 2 call..

Cut the story short:

My room
Huhuhu..of all number...y 13??? although i science based, but then superstitious Tabib blood still fow in me 1 lei..

Even hospital ward also no room 13..how come house got 1???

Inside..macam haunted...

Haha..no la..after on light:

actually is i use flash not on light..hehe

Beside got nice study table, sink n almari baju. So, not too bad la..actually quite a nice room..
But the wall n floor all very thin, so next door fella korek hidung also i can hear ...

Group mates all very nice.. we got cooking rotation, shopping together, gossip together also..so 20% less weirdo la.. but once a weirdo, always a weirdo..

Hospital..hmm..quite nice also..peaceful..we had 1 consultant each..mine at first macam sejuk sejuk 2 me.. dats y got depression 2 hari..haha, but afterdat she getting nicer, so ok la..

+

Get to watch deliveries, which female not happy 1..haha..

"Watch 1, do 1"

so hopefully can get to do the next delivery!!..yeaiii..

Conclusion: Not easy 2 become mother oo... guys out there, dont simply make ppl pregnant, girls, careful abit aa..

Hope: Pls dont fail exam...

thats it for this week.. to be continued next week...