What if...

One of my friend whose first child is almost the same age as zoe got pregnant again with 2nd child.. infact.. alot of my friends already have a 2nd child... i feel so happy for her.. but at the same time jealous... 

Now is our reproductive age that most ppl work hard to build a strong family foundation... 

This is when the what if comes...

If things go smoothly for me, will i be planning for a second child now? What if things were a little more different? 

Ofcourse i too want another sibling for zoe.. wont want her to be alone when im gone.. hmmm.. 

Well 1 phrase answers it all... the all time favourite

"Everything happens for a reason..."

Back to study for exam..hahaa..