Thursday, 25 December 2008

Merry Christmas!!!

Christmas Glitter Graphics

Just got back from Oslo n Stockholm, heading for Turkey on Boxing Dayy...

This Christmas is somehow the most Christmasy Christmas that i had..haha, mayb cos I'm celebrating in London with my frens..n with all the Christmas songs, christmas trees, cards, presents, turkey... yeahhh

and also meeting up with an old fren that I've not met for 3 Yearsss..
Sarahhh.. the last time she came was 1st year Christmas...

All the Banting memoriess came backk..
KMB fellas...

Laughterrrss... on Christmas Eve..

Hmm..the fire alarm went off..hmm Sorry brother firemen... We're just too hot..wakaka..

Merry Christmass!!! Crackers crackers..

Merry Christmas again...

Sunday, 14 December 2008


One and a half years ago, I stayed back here in Edinburgh..all alone.. doing my summer project, when I could go back home to Malaysia.. just to get some working experience (err, actually for the money la..)..

That was when i met my new friend..

He would bring me to work and send me back home safely everyday...

Even in the rain and n strong wind, he'll still climb the hill with me, walk me through the whole journey without fail..

Even after i went home, he would still wait patiently outside my house, reluctant to go home..

without me, he don't even know where he belong..

He would just stand there whole night by the lamp post, so dat i could see him through my window..

I still remember the first day that I saw him..

He wasn't perfect..but still, every time I held his hands, i felt safe..

n us together...

After 1 year..summer..i stayed back again in this lonely land..
I know its not his fault, but I got tired of him.. I met new friends.. Powerful friends..

I start to forget about him.. He's not fun n cool anymore for me..
I see him standing, waiting outside in the rain, cold and alone.. Sometimes he gets into trouble with the neighbour gangsters..they shake him about, kick him..

I dont even care..

let him stand, let him rust..

Days and days he stood there..waiting for me to at least hold his hands (handle) again.. but I never did..

1 day..I saw him again..but this time..he was limping...1 of his legs was injured..but still I did not care.. How could I be so heartless?

Only now that he is without a leg n can't be saved anymore that I feel...

I walk towards him slowly..

Looked at him..He looked at me with hopeful eyes..

I reach for my phone.. n snapped a picture of it..

Thursday, 4 December 2008

Life without EXAMS...

This is the time when u can wake up and dont have to worry bout anything..wohooo...

1 week of lecture week..then neurology for 3 weeks (supposed 2 be very free) then Christmas Holidaysss!!!

Everyday senang lenang, dinner, play till late at lifestyle in so long..
B4 dis either ppl stuck in kampung place, or busy with exams, or portfolio... haiz, hectic..

Christmas market!!! christmas cake n yummy pork burgerr.. n fried potato (Garlic Flavour hmm)

Another night Jenn cook for us all...yeah.. FOOD = HAPPY!!!

Hehe..since I half host also, contribute starter/dessert:

Another highlight of the week:

Cute cake souvenirrrrr

Tak sampai hati eatt...but at the end also finish all..hehe

To be continued...

Look out for:
Life without EXAMS 2 - Journey to the ZOO..

Monday, 24 November 2008

Birthday week...

Hmm..This is the first time in 23 years my birthday is quite chunted... (despite all the iphone story n all)

Hmm...i wud say dis is 1 of my best birthday, cos i get 2 of my dearest fren:

Came over to celebrate with me..hehe..

Celebration started a week ago with the pre birthday - party (previous post)

On that day itself..dinner yeai..

1 day after, 1 of my leng lui friend reach first:

Makan musselssss although we're not in brussels..but still sedapp..

B.Y.O.B (Bring Your Own BAKLAVA) hehe..

Hmm..the next day another leng lui fren came from manchester..

N notice the background fren... he took a 9 hour overnight bus from london (dats y still sleeping)

As usual, our common interest shall be food..hehe
As u can see, the cake is abit frosted..but..hmm

We really want to eat it at that instant.. tried many ways just to defrost the cake without damaging it..
1) try cutting straight...tak jadi

2) pei lian suggested microwave la.. but open every 5 seconds so dat dont melt.. argh, impatient oredi...
still kenot after 5 x 89 seconds... the mantle of the cake still kerass..

3)helen suggested put in front of heater... hmm..still kenot..scared outer later melt...

4) In the process, we manage to make an indentation n cut a sector of 85 degrees..

5) pei pei suggested, lets take a fork n eat straight, taking care of the sides, so that it looks like it is cut...


after cake:
Went to chocolate soup for non-chocolate soup..

Dinner.. supposed 2 go for superb dinner...hmm, but smart of me, din book soon enough..
After the 128th phone call, we finally got a table at 110 restaurant rating 8.5, scottish fusion..hmm shud b not bad...

So to pamper ourselves, we naik taksi hitam to the place.. partly due to the north-pole-like weather also..

What we din know is, the restaurant is dalam casino 1..n 1 kawan takda ID to masuk...
after abit of hassle, 4 of us end up jadi member casino bcos have to join oni can eat there...

Quite best, but take picture kenot take in the direction of the casino..

Food food food...

Dessert time...

After dinner... CHILLLL... drink drink play play drink play..zzzjjjjfuhueefeijjijjj
Oni have 2 decent pictures..the rest, still pending for informed consent..

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Finally another celebration with doris n gang... overall a satisfying birthday week...

Thanks..kamsiah...arigatougozaimashita... xie xie..talima kasih... to all..

hmm, birthday officially over, back to reality..

Thursday, 20 November 2008

My birthday??

What is the best thing that can happen on your birthday??
1 week ago started celebrating,, " the NOV babies bash" (which i will update later)

But on the day itself?? Stuck in this kampung place called Kirkcaldy..

Normally wednesday night can balik 1..but then so happen dis week my tutor ask me go some stupid event..haih..stuck till thursday 5pm..max..

Wednesday night, hugging my iphone play game as usual... my only friend in this unknown land..

huhuhu...sudenly JAM... n JAM..n friend call n jam.. argh..

Normal phone if jam what you do?? try 2 turn off rite..n if kenot take out battery n restart..

Doesnt work on IPHONE.. u need 2 slide the screen 2 off, but the screen jam!! kenot slide..

Where is the battery?? how to take out??

Haih... my only entertainment also gone.. poor helen try 2 call me 9 times..can see her call, but kenot pick up.. n all those who text me, thanks..i can see your name, but kenot read n kenot reply..

now have to wait till the battery finish itself n restart again..

sleep early la..ntg much can do..haha

Happy birthday to myself..

Sunday, 16 November 2008

Pre- Birthday Party..

Hmm..since i malas blog, better upload some pictures la for the "NOV Birthday Bash"
thingy.. basically 4 fela's birthday celebration la..

Since i am not pro with my camera yet, these r the few decent photos..

My table

Fren n fren's fren..

Jenn...thanx for the cake..nyum nyum..



more picturess...hhehe

Great day, thanks for those who came...

Sunday, 2 November 2008

Blog long din blog oredi..lost the drive..

We had a housewarming crawl yesterday..haha..which means moving from house to house plus flatwarming for every1..hehe..

for more pics, visit my flatmate's blog.

Hmm..Y so long din put picture?

Hmm..y?? y??

Maybe the pictures that i took aren't up to my standard?

Mayb I am waiting for this:

keke... due to stress, my penyakit beli-barang-from-internet come again..haha

To make myself feel better, take it as a birthday treat for myself la..

My treat last year was a desktop..haha dis 1 downgrade abit oredi..

Monday, 27 October 2008

I am stupid

argh..I can't believe this is happening..woke up on time,check the bus time so that I am not late,still had to run for the bus..

feuh,at least got on the bus on time..

sounds too easy?

huhuhu..after few stops,hmm the route don't seemed rite.. arghh,wrong direction!!!

stupid..+ wasted 1pound..
n ofcourse, inevitable..... late

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Thursday, 23 October 2008


This is one of the days where you have to make judgement again... even simple decisions like:

" take bus or walk?"

hypothesis: take bus faster than walk

Pembolehubah dimalarkan
Walk = 45 mins
take bus = 1.10pd + 15 mins...

Pembolehubah yang berubah
level of cognition
current time

Pembolehubah bergerak balas
Actual time to get there..
condition when reached final destination

After weighing the pros and cons, decision to take the bus was made...

Sat on the bus, reach morningside road, waiting to get down, but some how some super hero stop the time i think, sudenly I am not in morningside road anymore.. and then i go into cormiston road n greenbank road n then greenbank crescent.. took me few minutes to react and stop the bus.. n another few minutes before the bus driver perceive and react to my orders.

Took 15 minutes on the bus, another 30 minutes to walk back to where I'm supposed to go..
Sometimes I wonder if I am like Dr Jackyl and Mr Hyde.. 1 moment I am the "so called" smart medical student, 1 moment I become a retard. When overlapped, I become a retard medical student.

Hypothesis gagal. Take bus and walk same length of time.

Failed to take into account: stupidity, slow reaction time, time waiting for bus (2 mins)

Its so hard to put daily situations into format like a physics experiment. Its all so subjective, just like human behavior and thinking (which I am learning now in psychiatry). If only you can apply penaakulan mantik : if A + B present, then C..

But in psychiatry, ppl gila 1,..its up to you to describe the symptoms using words how gila they are, wad they say normal onot, but i'm sure there are many sane ppl that can do things that crazy ppl do...n how u perceive the patients behaviour.. argh, reminds me of the subject i paling benci - Theory of Knowledge... (all the phylosophycal stuff... which i mati also tak faham).

But sad to say, mental ppl are actually more interesting..haha..

Tuesday, 21 October 2008

Tired Itchy Sleep

Back from holidays..

Haih, but i think my holiday is more intensive than my non-holiday days..

Bak Kata pepatah, "orang tamak selalu rugi"...

Tried to do too much during the holiday, now no time to recharge..

The trip was quite relaxing till Sunday:

5.00 am - bangun

5.30 am - bertolak from Vienna to Bratislava airport

10.00 am flight

11.00 am (London time) : sampai.. (flight duration 2 got 1 hour jet lag i think..hehe)

1 pm duck rice..

3pm: Malaysian Hall kuih and teh tarik

4pm: kings cross balik edin

10.00 pm - sampai edin....

10.30 am: reach home..

tanpa disedari oredi 1am..

the next morning start psychiatry block.. (still wondering if i go there be student or patient)

tak cukup tido... at night sleep at 1am, nx morning Consultant come knocking at door with his BMW, folo him go home visit...

argh, my head berdenyut -denyut for 2 days also..

hmm... suspected stress related..haha..

blog bout trip next time la..when i habis transfer foto..

Saturday, 11 October 2008


Hehe.., holiday time malasted to blog la..
Will be goin for trip soon!! to manchester tomoro, then fly 2 budapest from liverpool.
Now doing some research lo, wad to see there??

Go budapest see buddha?

Go austria see kangaroo?
Hmm..looks like this is the only kangaroo I'll get:

Go salzburg see my all time childhood favourite:


Wednesday, 8 October 2008

Shouldn't have said goodbye

Good bye in Malay is "Jumpa Lagi", in mandarin "Jai Jian" (meaning meet again)..

Shouldn't have said Good bye to Kirkcaldy too soon!!! I dont wana jumpa lagi!!!

Argh, of all places, i got Kirkcaldy again for psychiatry!! but 4 weeks this time..

Although that means another 400pds poket money from bapa JPA...but still kirkcaldy..huhuhu..

ok least not borders or "kentang goreng bodoh" (dumfries)...

gtg kerja liao..chao

Monday, 6 October 2008

After Exam destress..

1 day after exam, i took a train straight to manchester 2 meet my 2 beloved friends...

But of course Manchester offers more than friends..haha..

The first thing that comes in mind when u think of Manchester is...

2 days berturut-turut eat dimsum.. this is the only time u'll be happy when the bill comes..
sit for 2 hours, drink 2 teko of tea, eat all the dimsum we like, bill come: 5 pounds each..
Dinner at some cheap n nice korean place:

At night, we booze up abit, hmm..1 of my fren (whom shal not be named) started 2 get drunk after the amount of alcohol equivalent to 1 pint of beer.. keke..

We started to come up with idea of producing our own drama of life..
N ofcourse my blog will we one of the dealer for our production...

Official Website pls visit:

We have a variety of theme to target all market:
For religious theme, we have:

Buddha n pengikut-pengikut:

Or kisah hantu:


The all tvb asian best seller: (bertema kisah jiwang)

One of the backdrop for our drama: