What if...

One of my friend whose first child is almost the same age as zoe got pregnant again with 2nd child.. infact.. alot of my friends already have a 2nd child... i feel so happy for her.. but at the same time jealous... 

Now is our reproductive age that most ppl work hard to build a strong family foundation... 

This is when the what if comes...

If things go smoothly for me, will i be planning for a second child now? What if things were a little more different? 

Ofcourse i too want another sibling for zoe.. wont want her to be alone when im gone.. hmmm.. 

Well 1 phrase answers it all... the all time favourite

"Everything happens for a reason..."

Back to study for exam..hahaa.. 

Life Changing Moment...

 I remembered my Prof's words.. this is a life changing moment for us.. if we pass this exam, we will enter into the elite world.. So it requires life-changing effort.. so I need to work harder than ever to achieve.. 

Being a single-mother of 2.. 1 furkid and 1 kid..hahaa.. wouldnt say its easy.. but am i going all out? Yes alot of social arrangements and work arrangement for me to be able to study.. but somehow.. mayb its ageing process.. my brain cant function like it used to.. huhuuu. Too long din study already..

2020... definitely a year that every1 will remember due to the covid pandemic.. 

Wish me luck!